I'm a scholar in philosophy and a writer of fiction. I'm not practicing any religion as a baptized lutheran, still I'm interested in the subject, perhaps a religious seeker in the way a philosopher is a seeker in spiritual things. Even if not directly a hedonist I'm interested in many kinds of pleasures, not just erotic ones, but also gastronomy and enology. I am probably a pansexual, but at the same time rather traditional in my taste. As a crossdresser I'm turned on by things like pantyhose and female clothes in general, with a special affinity towards things of nylon fabric, notably pantyhose, stockings, body. My sexual orientation is heterosexual but in the way a transsexual person is heterosexual, therefore without being sure I am perhaps a transsexual person. The german philosopher Hegel said that your desire is the desire of the other, or the desire of the person you are longing for, I think it's true.