My massage therapist and I were very close and we’re always naked together, including the nude beach. She didn’t believe in penetration, or sucking my cock, being a lesbian, but she did love fucking my ass with a strap on. Never wanting to fuck me for free. She would charge me her normal price for a one hour massage to fuck my ass. Bending me over the side of her table, she would definitely fuck me good for an entire hour. No guy has ever done that to my ass before. She knew how to make herself orgasm, rubbing her clitoris against the back of the dildo.
Sorry to hear that. It's a sick society when assserting yourself over another is all you have left. But it can all be fixed. Money is infinite and the national debt is a fake concept and mostly just a marker for printed money, but presented as something that has to be paid back, to scare and manipulate people. Of course the already rich will never tell you this as printing more money dilutes their already fat stacks! But it's what's needed to keep society from crashing!